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adjusting
still wonders what it takes to be happy
depressed?
backpack
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| WHO AM I (Lili Frost)
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Today, on the street
In the metro,
It's a melancholy day
No one speaks
Passing you by
Wondering why
Today, like any day
Rolled out of bed
Talked on the telephone
Went to the doctor, she said
You're OK
Still I wonder
Who am I
Today in the air
On the water
Ships pass you by
Clouds fantasize
Dragging shapes across the sky
Wondering why
Who am I
Clarion crows for the courtsmans brigade
Centuries before on this very stage
Gypsies serenade, passed through DNA
And so it found its way
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
@2:30 pm
Life in kkh [my attachmt] :
11/10 ~ sooey! baby vomit on me. thank god, someone gt perfume. my patients r like celebrities. thers syakira, beckham, parry[as in lyk fred perry?] n a powerpuff gal, nurul. noting much to do basically. all their parents. dats d boring part. we kept on taking hourly temperature. i administer ventolin.
12/10 ~ nt as blur as d day before. bed 26 d/c n along came ahmad danish, a 17 day old baby. cute nye! he gt broncholitis. need adrenaline nebuliser n i administerd it. proud. then change his nappy. d parents r modern parents. let d granny do d stuffs 'stead of them doin it. nurul went fer lumbar puncture n cried whenevr she's awake. [she's 4 yrs old, btw.] gt to noe, she's an only daughter n freaking pamperd.
13/10 ~ nurul's mom gt tumor in womb. so she has to went back n forth to her ward, n her dughter's ward. sad eh. n whole day, i was trying me bez to make nurul stop crying. haiz. she stil wans her mom. prob it's d fever or her drip dat bothers her. nt dat d mom isnt ther. feed ahmad thru oro-gastric tube. sad. syakira was d/c n along came marcus. d first baby who smile to us. parry was d/c n another danish came along. diz time, it's putra danish. super chubby! n super hyper! foooh..u guys shld c him.
14/10 ~ nurul stil cry. bt reducing. n still spending d whole day makin her stop. n she likes me. dint do much. assist in infant bathing. make milk.
15/10 ~ nurul off drip. getting alot better. no more fever. glad. marcus n diz mahsuri was d/c. mahsuri is cute. tot she's a boy kz of her hair. a shy gal. only respond to me when she'a changed to home clothes, knowing she can alredi go hm. haiya. bring some kids to d play area. yes. can sit. haah!
Life outside kkh:
11/10 ~ skoot told me someting bt nah...cant b true.
12/10 ~ surferboi bdae.aza. wishd him bt he dint reply.
13/10 ~ aza called. was shocked. talkd bout me hair n his bdae prezzies. excuse me. i dint get 1 diz yr, ok. nt even laz yr. so y shld i giv yer? n he kept askin me sis if i had a boyf. hey dude. i'll tell yer when i had one, ok. dun wori. then mus called. lame. askd bout wat brand my comp is. then talkd as usual. cudnt sleep kz was xpecting another person to kol or msg..bt nah. y should he.
14/10 ~ met up wiv faz n bumpd into lisa in library. play comp n catch up a while. aza called n told me to go toh guan. ya rite..after almost 4 yrs, he stil dint get me. hw cud he nt noe i cant leave d house when im oredi at hm. n it was almost 8 when he askd. oohh! n i miss O.C!! my goodness!
15/10 ~ freaking tired. fasting wat. slept til 630pm after reaching hm. after breaking fast, watchd tv n di called. then watch tv again. boring.
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