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adjusting
still wonders what it takes to be happy
depressed?
backpack
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| WHO AM I (Lili Frost)
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Today, on the street
In the metro,
It's a melancholy day
No one speaks
Passing you by
Wondering why
Today, like any day
Rolled out of bed
Talked on the telephone
Went to the doctor, she said
You're OK
Still I wonder
Who am I
Today in the air
On the water
Ships pass you by
Clouds fantasize
Dragging shapes across the sky
Wondering why
Who am I
Clarion crows for the courtsmans brigade
Centuries before on this very stage
Gypsies serenade, passed through DNA
And so it found its way
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maystar * designs
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
@6:30 am
its 340pm and im suppose to be typing out my "booklet" 2hours ago. aaaaah. guess i work best typing at home.with food, privacy, better concentration, great music.music.im so outdated. update me anyone.yea..guess im in d sch comp lab only to listen to launch. amazing that its back.(hey elefant's bokkie diff thn the one downloaded..)
i miss goin to gigs. nah. i wana go concert if thr is. jz love the atmosphere. but even if thr is, who will be gg with me. i am suc a loner. why do i hv to be whn i duwan to? i feel that people are fading around me. in fact, more than that. ive been losing interest in almost evrything esp wt im doin in sch nw.this sucks. why do i take that silly bond? i can always work to make money. poly is not the only option after o level. but come to think of it, it all fall down back at me. i shudve work harder. but thats becase, back then, i hv no aim in life. i duno wt i wana do, i duno who i am, i duno wat i like, i duno wt i dun like. and by the time i realise that, im too late. too late. face it. im a late bloomer. i guess im jz nt motivated. you know, if only im hearing voices ryt nw, i'll be a schizophrenic. reali. welcome to IMH!
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