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adjusting
still wonders what it takes to be happy
depressed?
backpack
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| WHO AM I (Lili Frost)
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Today, on the street
In the metro,
It's a melancholy day
No one speaks
Passing you by
Wondering why
Today, like any day
Rolled out of bed
Talked on the telephone
Went to the doctor, she said
You're OK
Still I wonder
Who am I
Today in the air
On the water
Ships pass you by
Clouds fantasize
Dragging shapes across the sky
Wondering why
Who am I
Clarion crows for the courtsmans brigade
Centuries before on this very stage
Gypsies serenade, passed through DNA
And so it found its way
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maystar * designs
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
@12:31 am
oh dear father.
have i ever told you i love you?
yea. we might not have that daughter-father thing but i do learn sthg from you. and about you. not that i just know it now, but..err. well. yup. i think i know where i come from.
i'm glad you're here, mr fix-it.
i do remember the hugs and kisses when i was little. why is it that when we grow up it all feel different? maybe..we drifted. actually i have been drifted. i drifted myself. and that's why i decided to come back after my psle. to have you x and y by my side. somehow, it's kinda a wrong move. this teenage life drifted me. again. from the life i hoped for. ok. you got me. i'm not even sure what i hope for. but i sure hope for sthg.
i so hate this fickle mind of mine. i hate for not being myself. why?! i don't regret the people i met. i regret what i chose. sometimes, what i become. but i do believe that things happen for a reason.
nope. i'm not gonna say "if only i could turn back time" or "i should have". won't work.
i just want to say...... urgh. forget it.
i love you, abah.
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