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adjusting
still wonders what it takes to be happy
depressed?
backpack
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| WHO AM I (Lili Frost)
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Today, on the street
In the metro,
It's a melancholy day
No one speaks
Passing you by
Wondering why
Today, like any day
Rolled out of bed
Talked on the telephone
Went to the doctor, she said
You're OK
Still I wonder
Who am I
Today in the air
On the water
Ships pass you by
Clouds fantasize
Dragging shapes across the sky
Wondering why
Who am I
Clarion crows for the courtsmans brigade
Centuries before on this very stage
Gypsies serenade, passed through DNA
And so it found its way
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maystar * designs
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Sunday, May 03, 2009
@5:13 pm
i think ego stops everyone. it's this huge thing in their head that stops them from thinking. countless times told to wake them up but do they? "yes, i know.." that's what they'll say. do they really mean it? do they in the first place know what they know? it is very sad to see more of this as i grow up. to think that the matured you get, the easier it is to talk. someone told me "you know. many times you said you know but do you do anything about it? no. this just shows...". well, someone. i would like to say the same thing to you back now.
i am really bothered. what happen to the happy moments in 2007 and the years before? what happen to 7th of july of 2007? i am not in the group for long but long enough to see what happiness and maybe a bit downs you guys had. i was really happy with you punkrockers. i do not foresee any of this back then. but life's an experience. it made you wiser and maybe stronger. and i never thought ego can create such a great impact. forgive and forget can? it's childish, it is. i just want to be there as support. i wish i can do something. recall ok, friend. how much do you give them and how much do they give you back? calculative not. i am tired of seeing you leading your life this way. this group that group. all you want is fun. you can't you know. i know not my pasal but..wow. i feel cheated. i feel turned down. i feel used. what hurts most is i hate you yet i wanna hang out with you. then i stumble upon aqualung's brighter than sunshine. thanks eh.
i can go suicidal sia.
http://deoxy.org/egofalse.htm
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